Life in Reverse

by Sidewalk Citizens

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1.
Passing Time 01:35
2.
I wasn't wrong I just thought things would end fine But my timings off That's why you're his and not mine. The years are lost Even on top of my shelf For far too long I've been ignoring myself. Your ghost is still in my way, You're gone and it's not the same Cut through these layers And I hear your voice in the wind You're gone and I still pretend That you're there calling. How long? How long will I wait for you? Bring back the love Give back the life I once knew. It's in your hands, My place is there next to you. In my frame of mind Your shadow walks beside mine It doesn't change, I still feel alone all the time. Your ghost is still in my way You're gone and it's not the same Cut through these layers. And I hear your voice in the wind, You're gone and I still pretend That you're there calling. How long? How long will I wait for you?
3.
Hold 06:18
Honey, I go where the wind blows And I just hope it takes me to your door. When I just want to be there by your side. And Honey, this love I can't define There are just some things I can't describe. When I see you and you're my only light. And I wish I could whisper in your ear All these things I feel when you're not here. When I just want to hold you in the night. So hold on, I'll be right there. When this heart ache, gets to you. So you know I'll always love you too. Honey, I guess these silences are good. Sometimes I'm better quiet than understood when my heart is sinking lower down. And there are just some things I can't ignore, Like that boy you thought you loved before. Things just don't go the way we want. So hold on, I'll be right there So hold on, I'll be right there When this heart ache gets to you So you know I'll always love you too.
4.
Moves On 05:45
You can't be blamed, I'm just not good enough And time has changed, And you're moving on. On, On, On, On. I thought you saw, My heart was in the right place And I've grown so grim, Since you've been gone Gone, Gone, Gone, Gone I hope you kept all of the times we shared. Have they grown so old? Guess I was wrong. Wrong, Wrong, Wrong, Wrong. Oh, I've lost my charm, And these wounds are marked. I guess it's time That I move on. On, On, On, On Are the days not good enough for you anymore? Tell me what you have to say before I'm gone and can't be found. What did you expect? We're not the same as we were then When we were strong. Strong, Strong, Strong,Strong. Well, I swear I tried Kept every promise made. If it's the end What took so long? Long, Long, Long, Long. Are the days not good enough for you anymore? Tell me what you have to say before I'm gone and can't be found. You can't be blamed. Sometimes love just falls away. And life has changed But my love has stayed. Stayed (it stayed), Stayed (it stayed), Stayed (it stayed), Stayed (it stayed)
5.
Spears 04:39
The sun went on a rant today It started burning things away The rain that once fell down these trees The beauty of all these little things. My dreams aren't really the same They're always screaming out your name The fear trapped inside my head Something to go about instead. You know my love won't let you down, even though this cloud follows me around. And you know, I'll always be right here And you know I won't disappear. The moon fell down tonight. Surprising you knew that I was right The stars all followed in its way Like dots looking for an escape Mind is just a grace of play Thoughts that new better to stray Songs to hold inside my heart From a voice I loved right from the start. You know my love won't let you down, even though this cloud follows me around. And you know, I'll always be right here And you know I won't disappear.
6.
Home 04:05
I Always find myself in a lonely place And I'm starting to call this home And I Always thought that you would stay But now you've gone and left me all alone. Well do you know And do you care About all these things I've changed about myself? Oh Oh do you feel Something that's just not there? Its all those things I felt for you And I Was always standing at your front door So you know I always loved you more. Well do you know And do you care About all these things I've changed about myself? Oh And I saw you leave but I won't let go. It's in these motions, it's in this heart. It's in these motions It's in this heart
7.
Aaron's Song 06:41
So long and farewell, I will always miss you my friend. But given the promise of time, Will all see you again. Will you remember me, As I remember you? Will you stand there by my side As I walk for you. It was a hello and goodbye This life has passed before my eyes. I'm sorry I can't thank you one last time But I know you're there when I try. Will you remember me, As I remember you? Will you stand there by my side As I walk for you. My friend I'm sorry. We will all carry you on. Will you be waiting at those Pearl Gates With that smile on your face. Will you be waiting to guide us through? Will you be there to walk for us too? Will you remember me, As I remember you? Will you stand there by my side As I walk for you. You're not gone.
8.
Time says I've missed this train And its a long way back To the tidal wave I though had carried me To your broken heart on the shores across the sea. Now I'm walking through these streets The only ones I've known. So far this place is cursed with memories Of the times I fell so short of everything. And I said "So long" to this endless road That dragged me all the way out here alone. I haven't seen the sun for quite some time. No silver lining here to make things fine. Oh, I guess I've waited too long. I guess I've waited too long. I guess I've waited too long. I've spent time stuck in thought. This place ain't built for me. A prison cell for all my hopes and dreams. A sacred place I thought I could be free. And I swear I did my time Picked up where I left off There's a time and place for all these sorts of things Neither here nor there but soon some day you'll see. And I said "So long" to this endless fall A lifetime spent inside of this hole I watched as desperation burrowed deep But the tides of change brought you back to me. Hey! I guess I've waited too long I guess I've waited too long I guess I've waited too long I guess I've waited too long I guess I've waited too long I missed this train again, But this time its okay. The tidal wave I thought had carried me Brought your broken heart from the shores across the sea.
9.
Honey, I don't want to think about it. All these dreams I've had that you met someone. Now time for me is a loaded gun Aimed at myself and everyone I know. Through all this change its safe to stay, on this endless sea where I drift away. I was so tired of being alone You know I'll look for you and make your heart my home again. You know I will find the ground where you stand. I would rack these miles to be your man. In your arms I feel oh so free, I would give this world to have you next to me again. And I'm still waiting, I still leave the light on. I'm still waiting, I pretend that you aren't gone. And I'm still waiting, I pretend that you're not gone. I'm still waiting I pretend that you aren't gone. You know, I've thought a lot about it All these dreams I've had that you met someone In the Northwest part of the land With an endless love and a ring on your hand.
10.
I saw the stars float away. Someday like them, we will be gone. I watched you walk into the rain, Collapse and cry and whisper "I can't go on this way". "I can't go on this way". It takes a lot from me this guilt. Its in our room waiting for me. It's in this spot where you would sleep I wipe my eyes then whisper "I can't go on this way". "I can't go on this way". You once believed so much in me. You were the wind that held my wings. You know my mouth just throws away All that my heart just longs to say. I'll see you along the road someday, I just hope you remember me. Even from a distant glance away, You are so far beyond my reach. If you hear this, come back for me. This pain we're feeling, it won't let me be. If you hear this, come back for me. This pain we're feeling, It won't let me be. I know you feel so alone But you've got your drinks to take my place. Don't know who you are anymore Sometimes this life drags us away. Your absence won't go passingly. It haunts me every time I wake. Through all this time you must have changed, But in my mind you're still the same. I thought I'd reached the end, but there's still this long road ahead. Someday I'll find that light, the one that won't shine so bright.

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This is our work and we would love to share it with you! Thank you for giving us a listen! This album is essentially giving the meaning that we should live life in a forward manner, not a backwards one. Love everyone and you will love yourself! Also, if by any chance you see us in the street one day, we give hugs! Thanks!!
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released June 25, 2015

Anthony Nunez - Vocals
Stephen Hicks (2013-2016) - Drums/Percussion
Sarah Hope (2016 - Present) - Drums/Percussion/BreakingShit
Eugene Reyes - Bass
Abel Salas - Guitar and Vocals
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered - Hector Camarena

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